IdAhO or BUST

Come May 1st Miguel and I are packing up and headed to idaho so i can start school all over again. us leaving has made me realize just how much i will miss my family. I just wish i was as close to my dads side of the family as i am my moms. the events of january 2007 changed us all. my parents got a divorce and i feel like my dads family divorced me as well. but i want to take this time to tell my Evans family that i love them dispite all that we have been through and that im sorry i dont come around as much as i should. and that i do miss them i just wish that you all wanted me around. everytime i go to a family get together i feel like im imposing on your family not that im a part of it. but i want you all to know that i love you all no matter our differances and i wish i could be a part of your family once again.
i know i am perfect but no one walking this earths serface is. but i try the best i know how. Life is hard and no one gives you a manual. I want thank my parents for teaching me everything that know and always being there when i need a shoulder to cry on.
Im excited to move closer to my mom and spend the short time with her but that means moving father away from my Dad. I have lived on my own for three years now but i have just a couple towns away NOT another state. but i want him to know that i love him and i miss him everyday!!!!
i also want to thank my sister for being the great example she is. she is such a great mom and wife i hope one day (By some merical god gives me a child of my own) i will be half the mother she is.
I will miss you all and i love you all i hope you come vist!